Sunday, 11 October 2009

Through Lost Eyes...

Through Lost Eyes
By Kelli O. Kersell

Come see the world through the "Eyes of the Lost",
Come feel the pain, come pay the cost.
You see them in alleyways, hiding in doors,
They shiver in winter, they're soaked when it pours.
Some may have once known a better life.
Then abandoned alone to this world of strife.
Their food's from the dumpsters, or off of the street,
Their throats grow parched in the summer heat.
In their fear and confusion, they quietly cry.
While still others must watch their little ones die.
Coats filled with fleas, mats and tatters.
They soon find out how little things matter.
Their bellies are empty, their spirits are torn,
Still they search on till their paws are worn,
My friend, I challenge you if you dare.
I ask, if you say you truly care.
Don't close your ears to the little ones cries,
See life...just this once...

Sunday, 6 September 2009

In memory of Smurf...

When Smurf was first found by the rescuers, he was sitting on the middle of the rusty roads of Lim Chu Kang, where lots of heavy vehicles are. Although he was suffered from severe skin infections, one can recognize he's a pedigree. It was believed that his heartless owner abandoned him because of his illness. He was in the state of total confusion and did not put up a resist when the kind people picked him up.

Under caring hands, Smurf was nursed back to health in a few months, and his fur had grown back. He was a very independent and undemanding dog, and because of his reserved, quiet personality and small size, he was sometimes being forgotten and neglected by the people. When all believed that Smurf had recovered and was ready to be adopted, his immune system broke down again and much more serious this time.

Under his thick long fur which the caretakers did not bear to shave as it took a long time for it to grow back, there were a few open sores developing without anyone's notice. Until one day, when my volunteer friend got closer and smelled something rotten near Smurf, then we realised that there were already many bloody and rotten sores on his skin; the itch was unbearable, the more Smurf bit the sores, the more nasty and serious the skin condition became.

We had notified the situation to the caretakers, but every week I visited Smurf, his skin infections were worsened. He did not response to the medications and it seemed that the vet can do nothing about the illness as well. I tried to suggest to change his diet to a vegetarian one, as I know lots of dogs are allergic to animal proteins which result them in developing serious and stubborn skin infections, and this allergy is usually not known and tested by many experienced vets. However this suggestion is not receptive to many, what the people could do was to wait for Smurf's time to come... ...

I boiled potatoes for him and gave him extra treats every week I visited him. Smurf had transformed into a tiny, bloody and fragile dog figure that most didn't recognize him eventhough they were only away for just a few weeks. Blood just continued to ooze out from the open sores all over his body. Whereever he went or rested, he would leave blood stains on the spots. Smurf must be very painful but he was still eating well, we should not put him down.

Yesterday morning, I boiled potatoes again and while I was on the way to visit Smurf and other doggies, my volunteer friend sms me to inform me that Smurf had passed on. I was shattered although I had prepared myself pyschologically last week, still it was inevitable to feel the intense grief for the poor animal. I took a taxi down, hope to see the last sight of Smurf before he was buried. When I reached, I recognized the blood stained towel, Smurf was wrapped inside. I touched the frail body the last time and had some quiet moments with him. Human always believe that all pets and animals died will have a future life over at the rainbow bridge, whether it's true or not, I prefer to acknowledge the existence of such paradise --- I believe Smurf is now at rainbow bridge with other wonderful animals, running freely, with no fear, no sadness, no pain and no more sufferings.

Rest in peace Smurf, I will remember you always.

Sunday, 30 August 2009

如果我可以说话...

Updates: Kiwi has been adopted by a wonderful Chinese family at Singapore 2 weeks ago, she's definitely not going to US's shelter anymore. She's adapting well now and her owner loves her so much. Happy ending for Kiwi finally :)


我是Kiwi。

本来我住在林厝港的森林里,生活虽不是天天饱餐,但至少过得自由自在。一天,恐怖的事发生了,我踩到设在草丛里的捕猎陷阱,受困了好几天,饥饿痛苦难耐,为了挣脱,我撕裂了自己的脚板。挣扎地走到大路,希望能找到食物和向常来喂养我的人类求救。

很幸运的,好心人看到我,把我带到救济中心抢救。我终于安全了。

虽然没有从前的大片森林任我奔跑,我却处之泰然,很快适应了新环境。

一天人类把我带到了一个寄养家庭 (fosterer),让我从新组织住家环境的心理建设,我以为我找到了愿意照顾我的家人了,可惜不是。

我在寄养家庭住了几个星期,开始爱上这个新生活,但最近看到大家忙里忙外,说是为我出国的事忙。原来人类打算送我去Seattle的收容中心,认为我在美国被领养的机会较高。

可是人类爱自欺欺人,又愚昧无知,他们难道不知道在美国需要帮助的狗比新加坡还多出几十千几十万倍吗,每年成千上万的狗因为找不到家,收容所又爆满了,而无辜走上人道毁灭的道路吗?为什么要把我送去那里和那些可怜的狗狗争呢?我算什么,我凭什么,因为我少了一只脚,还是因为我从新加坡来,所以有特别待遇,优先权?

口口声声为我好,但人类有站在我的立场决定我的命运吗?我不介意把我送去外国,如果那里已经有家庭愿意领养我,但是我不希望我到外国只是在另一个收容所开始寻找人类家庭的艰难旅程,如果是这样,倒不如让我留在新加坡,我的出身地。

如果我可以说话,我会告诉人类我不想走;我不会说话,我只能自求多福了。

请祝福我。

(熊猫阿姨有尝试为我请命,让我留在新加坡直到找到可靠人类家庭为止,没必要急着把我送出国,但是她的想法遭驳回,还被指思想不够开放。但是思想开放也要有理性思考为根基,一味地要与众不同,wish for the best,把我们狗狗的命运赔上是不理智的。熊猫阿姨很失望,唯有能做的就是祝福我们这些被选上参与“海外认养计划”的狗狗,真的能找到幸福的家。)